Single Life

Eliminating Flirtatiousness
October 16, 2012 ē By April Morton

Something that is becoming more and more apparent to me during this season is that I have a problem with flirting. What Iíve discovered is that when I flirt, itís really me acting out of the un-renewed part of me. My un-renewed self has a tantrum and my spirit Ė the continually transformed me that operates according to the word of God no matter what Ė is always ill at ease and understands that I must make God my all. Something that God ministered to me on this is that as I wait for you, God must become my husband because only then will I become a better version of me and a better match for you. Only then will I be able to receive all the comfort he has for me, especially when it comes to this waiting period.

There is immense power in hugging a pillow and praying for the God of all comfort to wrap his arms around you. But the most powerful thing a person can do during this time is to tell their flesh NO. When I say "flesh,Ē I donít mean "fleshĒ as in "sexual desireĒ Ė although it can be that. In this particular situation, when I say "flesh,Ē I mean the burden of loneliness. Just like the way God manifests himself as the answer to any question or problem in your life, and as the fulfillment of any need in your life, the flesh can also manifest itself as anything in your life. Thinking about it now, when I said that I stopped allowing myself to become lonely, what I really should have said was that I no longer allow myself to wallow in depression over feeling lonesome. Hereís why: being flirtatious is just another manifestation of that same loneliness.

You see, something my pastor said today that I thought was absolutely powerful was, "Satan tempts us in the language we know based on the images and words weíve been previously exposed to.Ē On an everyday basis, we are constantly bombarded with words and images that spark things in us that donít need to be awakened and provoke loneliness in us when we have no reason to feel that way. This is why it is so important to be careful about the romantic movies you watch, romance novels you read, what music you listen to, whose counsel you heed, and what relationships you allow into your life. What I had to discover was that when I get bombarded with words and images, all it really is a strategic attack of the enemy to get me to doubt Gods promises in my life. But, instead of responding with the Word, I didnít even notice that I was responding by flirting with any guy that would pay me any attention.

Pastor Mike said, "These words and images become part of Satanís arsenal for temptation and suggestion in your life.Ē This temptation can come in many different forms; but when it comes to this intimacy struggle, the main forms that it can take are self-pity, loneliness, depression, low self-esteem, and the illusion of something youíre "missing,Ē but really, you arenít "missingĒ anything. There are two separate graces required for singleness and marriage and when you allow yourself to feel any of these ways, you end up cursing your portion; you end up saying that God is not enough and that heís somehow inept at supplying any need you may have, or at giving you the desires of your heart.

The fact of the matter is that "what you donít have now, you donít need now (Michael T. Smith).Ē I had to learn that you canít force yourself to be in a grace youíre not prepared for. You havenít learned yourself yet and you havenít become the person God destined you to be yet. Itís like a little girl trying on her motherís shoes: you arenít ready to fill those shoes yet. Iíve tried so often to force a grace thatís not on me yet and all itís done is scratched the insides of my soul and led to too many heartbreaks and heartaches.

So, to my readers, I leave you with this final thought: "Marriage is NOT a cure all (Creflo A. Dollar).Ē If you donít take care of your loneliness and discipline your flesh when it comes to this intimacy struggle now, you will be unfulfilled in marriage.

To my husband, my commitment to you is that I will be faithful in the Grace Iíve been given. I promise you that I will be content in this waiting period the way that I will be content being married to you. I wonít settle for second best and miss out on you, and I wonít allow myself to operate in mediocrity. I promise to be a representation of Godís love and grace in your life always.

As always,

I have loved you since today.


April Morton

April Morton, Author of I have loved you sinceÖ is a writer, student and designer with a love for all things bridal.




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